I'm Gonna MakeDamnSure

Halloween

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 01:26:16 GMT

Halloween! Halloween! Happy Halloween! (yes, I do realize it's still the 30th)

OMG! Ghost Hunters LIVE! I CAN'T WAIT!

10/13-10/15

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:41:51 GMT

Alright, I haven't been able to update until now, so I guess I'm going to update about what happened last week.

Well, last Sunday (the 15th) was Mandy's birthday. A whole load of crap had gone on and her mom said I couldn't see her any more, so on Friday, my uncle drove me to HCC. We picked Mandy up, and he dropped us off at Fernandez Family Restaurant. It was delicious! I kept making sounds because the food was so good, and I kinda embarassed her. Shortly afterward, he came back, picked us up, and drove us to my house. He had to leave us there because he had to go to Ware to pick up some blood going to Baystate. We went inside and fooled around a bit, and then we had the cake I baked her. It was amazing. I mean, I didn't know I could bake such a thing. /gloating Soon afterward, she had to leave because she was gonna have dinner with her family and all.

Note: Eventually, she called her mom, and her mom said it was alright if I came over Saturday...

...Which leads TO Saturday! So Saturday was breakfast. As always, I showed up fasionably late. Her family was there as well as Alicia...who's kinda like her family anyway so...yeah. Fun times! After breakfast, Alicia drove us to Blockbuster to get movies. We got some movie called Dorian Blues, Latter Days, Kissing Jessica Stein, The L Word, Queer As Folk, and The Cave. If there were any others, I seriously forgot. Once we got out of Blockbuster, we went to Stop and Shop. We got craploads of junk food and ice cream. Yum! So we got back to Mandy's house and we watched movies and stuff and it was fun.

Onto Sunday! 'Twas her birthday! Birthday party and Polish night. I avoided the food to the best of my abilities because I'm allergic to shitloads of stuff. Meh. But yeah...we hung out in her room a bit. Then we played Uno with the family. UNO IS THE SHIT! I love it...it was so fun! Her family is so crazy, it's amazing! I can't wait to go back.

Inappropriate note: I HAVE GONE WITHOUT SEX FOR ALMOST TWO WEEKS! YAY ME! Even though it's so difficult to control myself...

And then this morning, she came over with bagels and a donut ^_^. I wanted to jump her so bad because she was all sweaty and wet...okay, I'll stop. My mind has now officially sunk in the gutter...

I'm still quite pure

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 00:39:57 GMT

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
Category	Your Score	Average
Self-Lovin'	38.3% When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself	64.8%
Shamelessness	73.8% It takes a couple of drinks	78.9%
Sex Drive	78.9% The Pope is envious	77.3%
Straightness	98.2% Just go fuck something, okay?	44%
Gayness	19.6% Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame	83.7%
Fucking Sick	89.4% Refreshingly normal	89.9%
You are 64.45% pure Average Score: 72.4%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up! (By The Ferrett)

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 00:14:33 GMT

Mandy pops cherries. :)

I think I've got quinsy.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 21:26:16 GMT

Otherwise known as a peritonsillar abscess, it first begins with acute symptoms of tonsilitis. This abscess is believed to be a possible cause of death for George Washington because it was left untreated. Antibiotics can help rid the infection, but the most effective treatment is getting it drained.

...and that's not happening. No way, no how.

But ow...it hurts like hell.

Finally...

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:10:23 GMT

After two years of being on and off relationship wise, Mandy and I decided to give it another shot. I have good faith and confidence that this is definitely going to work out because I have NOT felt this way - ever. It's like I'm carefully obsessed - I can still hold my own. Yeah, I do think about her like all the time, but it's not like it's going to drive me over the edge as such things have before.

But some people don't believe this could work...i.e. Alicia. And I don't blame her. I was an ass to Mandy the first time around, but I have matured since that time. Besides, I wasn't sure what the hell I was doing because that had been my first real relationship - ever. It's different now. It's like it's something completely new - new experiences and new feelings and that sorts of stuff. Two years has just given me all the chances I needed to actually get to know her. I know her better than I have ever known anyone in my entire life INCLUDING myself.

So yeah...she slept over Saturday night. We were so distracted that we just couldn't find a way to fall asleep. It was amazing!

Eep! My mom's up!

Yeah, so...

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 16:41:11 GMT

I recently heard that Evanescence is going to release a new album titled "The Open Door." That's awesome. It would be more awesome if it hadn't taken them forever to do it because now I don't like them as much as I used to. But yeah...I heard the new song and it sounds pretty good. I'm downloading the video now.

On Thursday, I went to the Starbucks in East Longmeadow for the Family and Friends day thing. I got a Venti Mocha Frappucino...never again. I felt like I would get sick afterward. But it was free, so what does it matter? :)

I've been sick as hell the past couple of days. All the symptoms point to stomach ulcer, but my aunt says it's just because I'm lactose intolerant and all I eat are foods heavy on the lactose. So I'm just letting it go...

My GPA is finally a 3.5 again. That makes me happy, and it's all thanks to Keystone.

Yep, so that's it...

It's a Charmed, Charmed World...

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 07:49:59 GMT

Hmm...so I was looking through her MySpace today, and I found out that she likes Charmed. As a matter of fact, it's first in her list. That made me cry. Yes, I'm an idiot.

Anyway, under the cut are some icons I made. Yes, they suck. But that's only because I can't find any good brushes. Any help, people?

1. 2. 3. 4.

YAY! They suck v_v

Summer...fun?

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 06:05:17 GMT

My mom and my grandma left to Puerto Rico Sunday morning. I didn't get to say goodbye to my grandma, and I haven't talked to her since. And I really miss my mom. It's like...even though she's usually a bitch to me, she's also the only person who will cover for me. Like today...my uncle took the computer monitor and I wasn't able to do homework. So when my sister called my mom, I talked with her and told her what was going on. She fixed the situation :) .

On Sunday, I went to Manchester. Connecticut really seems like a cool place to live...all small and quiet and stuff. I really don't like it where I live. There's always some party or fight going on that's waaaay too loud. Not to mention...Mexicans and drugs. Ughh! I can't wait to move out of here. It's sickening.

Today, I received my work-at-home materials. I've already begun to fill them out, and I gave one to my uncle to post somewhere. I'm guessing he's going to be doing most of the posting because I still can't drive. I can't wait until my sister gets her license. Yeah, it's kinda sad that I'm not the one to get the license first, but I'm too paranoid to drive. Me + Driving = Suicide = NOT HAPPENING.

I wrote a song based on this dream I've had a couple of times. The title right now is "If Only Dreams Were A Reality..."

You star in my nightly movie
Along with me in my glory
But when I wake up, I realize
I’ve never met you before, ooh whoa

You are a mysterious beauty
Don’t know who you really are
But I know I’ve seen you somewhere before
Now I really want to get to know you some more

And let’s get together
We’ll concentrate on
Everything I never dreamed about you
I may not know much
But what I do know
Is that you hold the key to my heart

You are a mysterious beauty
Don’t know who you really are
But I know I’ve seen you somewhere before
Now I really want to get to know you some more

It may not be just like me
To fall for my dream girl
She is real, and she may never like me
This I know for sure…

You are a mysterious beauty
Don’t know who you really are
But I’m hoping to meet you someday
Then I can get to know you for sure

You are a mysterious beauty
Don’t know who you really are
But I know I’ve seen you somewhere before
Now I really want to get to know you some more

The dream was like this classic love story that ended in happiness. And the main character is this girl I know...though I really don't KNOW her know her. And sometimes it just pisses me off because I haven't met anyone new yet. But whatever...I'm just beginning to get out and around again. OH, AND IF YOU WANNA GO BOWLING OR SOMETHING, SEND ME A MYSPACE COMMENT OR SOMETHING. Bowling rocks. I've already gone twice in a month...though, I wish I could go every week. And Galactical Bowling at Shaker...awesome!

Ooh, I just got back into the graphics making business. It's been fun, but somewhat hard. I don't have the full version of PSP10 or Animation Shop, so I'm pretty much screwed. And personally, I HATE The GIMP. We never worked out our differences, and it's going to stay that way.

I'm back...for good.